Before Me, waiting for Me to dose you is how you always want to be, isn't it? Wanting to touch My shiny rubber, breathe it in deep and be coerced to inhale My bottle of aroma. Keeping your face on My lap as I hold the bottle to your nose. Go dumb for shiny. Turn into a mindless sniffing freak for Me. Feeling so safe with Me. Feeling so scared with Me. Relaxing into this state of nothingness, mindlessness. Cleared out. Brain washed for shiny. Entranced by My body. Entranced by the shininess. So weak. Go numb. Go dumb. And stay that way.