This is a cycle that you clearly cannot break. At this point, you should not be dating women anymore. You keep thinking that it'll be different this time, but it always ends in failure. Every relationship or date fails because you know something is missing. YOU'RE GAY! Stop dating women. You have to promise you'll stop OR you have to tell her on the first date that you love cock and men. If she walks away, then you did the right thing. You'll be saving so much of your own time as well as the womens time. You will also record yourself telling her for my amusement. So at least if you do conti... Show more