I see all the messages you send me. Do I read them past a glance? No, of course not. Why would I when they're self indulgent toward yourself? There's nothing in them that benefits me, it's all a selfish act on your part to try and say a bunch of empty words that mean nothing. You want to serve, you want to be owned, you want to be collared; but you do nothing to prove it. The messages that I care about are ones where money is where the mouth is. Actions behind the words. Real submission, ready and willing.