This is a slightly different clip. This is an ASMR-esque video of my train of thought while admiring myself on my screen. See, I don't feel like focusing on you and what you want, not when my birthday is coming up. Instead, I feel like pondering over what I'm doing for my birthday, and what I want for my birthday. This doesn't only mean material gifts, but what my soul craves to have in the world right now. Want to know what you can do to make me even happier for my special day? Listen in.