When Hailey saw the paddle that had ' Dadittude Adjuster' written on it, she went over and picked it up, " This is similar to the one my step-dad used on my step-sister and I" she said "Only on ours, my step-dad sanded it and put me and my step-sister's name with a heart!' Hailey mentioned as she said ' I always wondered why he put a heart of a paddle he spanked us with? "Maybe he was telling you that even though he spanked you two, he still loved you?...wild guess'. I offered her almost rhetorical question. She then picked up the paddle and asked ' Can you use this one?' I added it to the ...

When Hailey saw the paddle that had ' Dadittude Adjuster' written on it, she went over and picked it up, " This is similar to the one my step-dad used on my step-sister and I" she said "Only on ours, my step-dad sanded it and put me and my step-sister's name with a heart!' Hailey mentioned as she said ' I always wondered why he put a heart of a paddle he spanked us with? "Maybe he was telling you that even though he spanked you two, he still loved you?...wild guess'. I offered her almost rhetorical question. She then picked up the paddle and asked ' Can you use this one?' I added it to the others once she handed it to me.

As she is handcuffed and standing against the fireplace mantle, I show her the paddle and mention the similarities of this paddle and the one her step-father used. Before even the first swat landed, you could tell she was anticipating the sting she had known well before. The right amount of hair puling, also kept her in place and face positioned to camera. The burn brought back memories of her minister step-father in South Carolina and the trips she and her step-sister would make to his wood shop.

This paddle I actually purchased driving across country with Sabrina, when her moodiness kicked in one day. A novelty store at the 'Continental Divide' had them prominently displayed in the front of the store. A man was actually buying one in front of me, and saw my paddle saying ' It can be a long drive without motivations sometimes' and smiled. As we left the store, I saw a step-daughter in the backseat seeming to be in a bad mood as we walked by. She had no clue what was coming it seems.

This was very special paddling, as you can tell Hailey goes to a place inside her head, as the paddle burns and bruises her bottom. When the tears flow, you know just how much it took her back. This was part of a real disciplinary paddling I gave her... that made it very personal to her.