I guess you wonder why you are here:the answer is quite simple. you didnt respect your sexuality .you lost the respect of your orgasm .Do you remember the time when you was a t*eenager?That time was something special for you. Now its like a - you need to get rid of it.Today you will pay for all mistakes from past .Just remember when you stroke your cock staring at mini skirts on street, sniffing your mum panty, watching porn on internet, magazines or tv,,,,