"...I finish the ties around my arms and attach a ratchet to my collar. I stand up, find my balance, and push the chair away from my reach. Now it's the moment of truth, after careful planning I'm sure it has to work. I slide a rope under both my arm wraps behind my back and make a loop by adding a few knots. I attach the loop to the ratchet on the overhead point. I pull down and my elbows tighten towards each other. It works! But before I'm left helpless, I remember to turn on my vibrator and I tighten the pull on my collar until my breathing is even more strained. Then, I go back to the main... Show more