I LOVE to suffer. I do not know why and I do not care. I just know that I love to experience suffering from time to time. It has been a LONG time since I have last suffered. I am a bit out of practice, one might say. Visiting Jackson, from www.bondagelife.com was wonderful, as he seems to share the same love of suffering as I do and he, indeed, helped me achieve the state of suffering and helplessness that I desire. With an inflatable dildo up my butt, it was not long before I began to complain about it. It felt like it was BURNING for some reason, and that really helped to put me into the ... Show more