My babysitter said I can use the potty, but she means the stupid plastic potty used for potty training. I'm a big girl in panties, that's for dumb babies. I really think she's going to cave, but as my bladder starts to fill more it's getting harder to hold. I grab myself while doing the potty dance, begging to use the big girl potty so I don't wet my pants. But it's too late- I begin to pee all over my play rug, soaking my panties front and back, with pee running down my legs. It's so humiliating peeing myself in front of you, now I really don't have an argument to say I'm a big girl.