I heard once that you touched yourself, realizing where it feels most enjoyable. Squeeze, stretch, press, feel the muscles, anyway. Today I learned that by blinking hard and holding it, you can feel the ring on your fingertips, holding it open, it is sensitive like a flower. Pulling the hole up was a delight. Up and down at the same time, as if it were going to tear, delirium.

I heard once that you touched yourself, realizing where it feels most enjoyable. Squeeze, stretch, press, feel the muscles, anyway. Today I learned that by blinking hard and holding it, you can feel the ring on your fingertips, holding it open, it is sensitive like a flower. Pulling the hole up was a delight. Up and down at the same time, as if it were going to tear, delirium.