You feel a sense of shame in your addiction... looking at you binging so shameful... so disgusting... yet you cannot stop... and I encourage you to continue

I get sadistic pleasure from watching you binge into a shameful spiral... and you feel validated by my attention and gaze... the more you eat, the more you gain the more I will look at you, notice you... praise and destroy you with my nasty words.. you are addicted to binging and the negative attention from me... that is better than being invisible.