I wonder how to think about my life in the past couple years. How to call this process I’m currently undergoing. What would be most appropriate. Is it a transformation? An evolution? Maybe it’s more like a corruption. Perhaps there’s a better english word I don’t know yet to perfectly describe it. I’m not sure, exactly — but if I’m being honest, I prefer to consider it a corruption. It excites me more, it arouses me sexually, thinking of it that way.

If you’ve been following my story, you know how much it excites me that I’ve changed my body and my mind so much. I’ve made it very c... Show more