I'm back in the locker room again for some more exciting misfit behavior! This time, with one important addition: steroids. I'm using testosterone propionate specifically to enlarge my clitoris in order to become a bigger, better slut. In addition to increasing the size of my clitoris, the medication has some other interesting effects that are desirable given my slutty goals.
I'd only been back using the medication for a couple of days by the time I made this video, but already I'd noticed a strong increase in sexual desire and sexual aggressiveness. Both of which effects are very welcome for me! Typically, this increase in aggressiveness is known as roid rage and although it's way over-hyped by the media, there are some subtle truths to the concept. For me though, this aggression isn't typical. What I feel is a strong sexual urge, to push my boundaries even further, to do more, and be more... of an absolute total slut. That's good news, right? I think it is, and I embrace every extra ounce of sexual power that I'm able to get.
As my clit throbs, and my mind wanders to ever deeper and more perverse thoughts, I'm eager to share all of the exciting details with as many people as possible. On this day, I'd just finished my workout and gone tanning, and knew I'd have the chance to enjoy a shower in the girls locker room afterwards. Thinking about using the chance to explore more of my public masturbation fantasies, my heart began racing, and I became even more excited as I felt my pussy and clit swell beneath my workout pants.
I made my way to the girls locker room and got ready for my shower. All my senses were tuned-in to the environment and my pussy was completely throbbing at this point. I set up the camera in the shower and turned it on, this time from a higher angle to show you more of me as I went about rinsing the sweat and piss off of my slutty body. Turning the water on, I embraced the feeling of wet warmth as the water cascaded over my entire slutty self, and my perverted mind quickly took over.
As I washed myself, my thoughts quickly turned to the voices I heard just on the other side of the thin plastic curtain. The locker room was especially busy this time of the day, a fact that made the situation even more exciting for me. Knowing I was here, in this place, and vulnerable to discovery, I began to think once again of being caught masturbating in the locker room by these girls. I wondered, what would they do?
Reaching down to feel my pussy, I couldn't help but be distracted by how big my throbbing clit felt as I brushed against it with my hand. Of course I NOTICED my clit. It's too big not to notice, and that thought alone caused my heart to beat even harder. I could feel the arousal now, and began to imagine the details of being caught like this.
Who would catch me? What if it was one of the girls who worked at the gym? Would she take one look at my enormous clit and know exactly what I was? Would she know I am a totally out-of-control slut and that I needed to be used and taken advantage of?
The warm water now coating my body completely, I thought of her: fit, youthful, a beautiful pussy, and feeling her pissing all over me. Her hot pee drenching me completely as she promised to use me like a total public whore. As I grabbed my suction cup dildo and stuck it to the wall, I imagined her calling a her male colleague on the radio, letting him know she needed some assistance right away in the girls locker room. I felt the water turn from piss to squirt as I imagined her losing control herself in the moment, so excited by her luck in finding a public whore to satisfy her desires to
As I turned around in the shower cubicle, I lined-up the dildo mounted on the wall with my pussy. As I struggled to get it inside of me, I thought of her holding me in place as a her male colleague tried to impale his big cock inside of me as I struggled helplessly to assist him! Hearing yet more voices in the background, I felt the warm water and imagined yet more girls from the locker room who, taking notice of the situation also began to piss all over me. As the dildo finally popped inside of me, I thought of the male trainer finally driving his cock home, deep inside of my very willing hole as the crowd of girls all began cumming and squirting all over us both.
Slamming myself against the dildo and the shower wall, I felt my pussy warm with desire, and thinking of the good public fucking I was getting in my mind. Ripping the rubber cock from the shower wall, I brought the tip back to my cunthole and imagined jumping on top of the male trainer to milk his dick with my hypersexual hole. As I drove the dildo in and out of me, squatting down to each my own thrusts I started cumming in the shower. As my pussy clenched tighter on the fake dick, in my mind I was milking the cum from the gym trainer's very real hard cock as I licked pussy after pussy presented to me by all of the girls in the locker room.
Recovering from my fantasy orgasm, I switched off the camera and made my way to the changing booth across the hall from the shower. I set the camera up once again as I toweled myself off, thinking now about how much more intense my sexual thoughts have been since starting the testosterone again. As I turned the camera on, I knew I wanted to document the process of giving myself the dose of clit enlargement medication for the whole world to see exactly what a degenerate misfit slut I am.
Measuring out a double dose of the medication, I spread it over my desperate clit and rubbed it deeply into my entire pussy. My medication is strong, 200mg / ml and the transdermal compound is very efficient, ensuring I absorb between 40% to 60% of the total dose. You can see in the video, that I put quite a bit on my finger. It felt so good knowing I was doing this in the girls locker room, and looking down at the camera, it felt even better. Just knowing that you were going to be watching me, that everyone would be watching me do this to myself, I began to spiral out of control again.
As the realization of how I was changing my body permanently came over me, the situation intensified even more. OMG. What am I doing? I had a perfectly normal clit before! Now I'm some sort of sexual freak! Look at me, masturbating in public, going out of my way to do it, in the girls locker room. Not only that, but there is a camera right in front of me! I'm recording this all, for the whole INTERNET to see. What the fuck is wrong with me? What have I become?
Then, just as quickly as all those thoughts entered my mind, they flashed away. Reality, and all of the regret replaced suddenly by an overwhelming, overpowering, otherworldly desire. An arousal so intense, so immediate, I had no choice but to grab my Hitachi wand from my bag and put it back on my throbbing clit. Surrendering to my most immediate need, I switched it on and threw my leg up on the chair, displaying my entire pussy for the camera.
As the vibrations worked their way through my clit, I again thought of the massive dose of enlargement cream I'd just drenched myself with. This is really happening. This massive dose is at this very moment absorbing fully, deeply, and completely into my clit and pussy. With every vibration, this medicine is forever changing my clit... and me. There's no going back now, it's much much too late for that. I thought of my clit. Growing bigger, more massive, and how soon it would be impossible for anyone not to notice. However unsettling, I realized this is my new reality, that this isn't a choice for me anymore. Every dose only serving to further my need for more. Why not embrace my addiction, and my transformation? Exactly.
I repositioned the camera and squatted down, crouching in the girls locker room, spreading my cunt to display it for the whole world to see what I'm doing. Vibrating myself in this public, I began to worship the clit. Feeling the pleasure increase completely, I became full with desire. I reached my hand down, hoping to feel the medication. Pushing my fingers inside of myself, desperately trying to find new skin to coat with the powerful substance. Then I found it, deep inside of my hole.
I knelt down completely, surrendering myself fully to what I must become. Kneeling on the floor of the girls locker room I began to work my fingers deeply inside of my hole. Not a pussy, just an ideal site to absorb more testosterone. Nothing else matters. I need to cum. Pushing deeper inside of myself, rubbing harder, coating my insides with transformative fluids, I worked it deeply into my entire body. Down here, I submit fully to my reality, to becoming an object. To giving my clit to the public, to exposing my true self for the entire WORLD.
Working my fingers in and out of my cunt methodically, my orgasm came to me. Wet, fluid, warmth, essential. What is this leaving my body? I release more. I realize, this is the person I once was. Pouring out from me onto the locker room floor, and digitally across the entire world, making room for what must come.
As the old leaves, the new enters, pure pleasure. Expanding to fill the extra space, it's the most pleasure I've felt yet! Racking my body, I'm rewarded greatly for my efforts. Pleasure is the only thing that matters now. It is my only reason for being.
Then, as quickly as the pleasure came, it was gone. Leaving in its place an emptiness equal in size. A slightly bigger void this time, it's a larger hole to fill, a greater need, and yes, a growing desire for even more pleasure. As I got up from the floor, I began silently preparing to leave this place. The realization that I need even more now growing fully. I began thinking of how I'd fill this void next time, id need to do more, obviously. As I switched off the camera, I was sure of only one thing: that there would be a next time, there had to be. It's not even my choice any longer, this is what I've become, and what I need to be.
