When I show my fit girlfriend my new swim suit, a string bikini, she is appalled. She can't believe I would dare wear something like that. She is grossed out by my fat hanging out everywhere. We compare bodies in our bikinis and she tells me over and over I can't wear something like this. She says I'm too fat to wear a bikini. I defend myself and say I look great, but she is absolutely disgusted by how I look.