What do you think will finish me off first. Smoking? Or obsessive eating? I smoke a lot, and I eat a lot. My doctor has told me that if I don’t stop both I will be gone soon. But I love both too much to stop. The first thing I do when I wake up is smoke a cigarette, then start eating. I eat all day with breaks for cigarettes. I know it’s not healthy, but I can’t change. I am what I am. Morbidly obese chain smoker. But I’m happy like this:)