"I was happy and upbeat, and my friends and co-workers had actually started to comment on my personality change. But home alone Saturday I started to get depressed again. The same old feelings seemed to be creeping back in me. And that night I had the first dream. I dreamt I was in a department store looking for a bra. The salesperson helping me was Charlene. She asked me what size I was looking for, and when I told her she just started laughing at me. All the customers in the store joined in and laughed with her. I awoke panting and feeling unbelievably inadequate. And the most humiliating... Show more