If Peter "takes care" of me, it's easy for me. I don't have many options. I have to handle his "care".

In case I need to take care of myself, then it is a problem. I can't hold myself to stay underwater for a long time. It is especially difficult to exhale. It's very uncomfortable for me. I'm running out of oxygen much earlier than I'd like. I have different thoughts and stress doesn't help me at all. It just helps me to tie the bottom tightly with a rope, but even that has its drawbacks. It is usually not difficult to untie the rope, but sometimes some complication occurs. The fun... Show more