You got used with the idea that you deserve no pussy. You are used with your hand. But I think that you think a little too highly of yourself. You are no longer allowed to get off with your hand. You're going to get off in a most humiliating way: you're going to be humping the pillow. Realize how low you are, so you're going to pump those hips just like I tell you! With lots of laughing and jerk encouragement, you shouldn't last long. We both know your cock doesn't remember what a pussy feels like anyway!