It must be so difficult for you. You want to badly to be here, with me. You’re absolutely in love with me. You can’t stop buying my videos, stalking my social media, and yet I don’t even know your name. I don’t know who you are a person at all. But you seem to think because I’ve crawled inside your head that we share a special connection. This is a pretty little lie you tell yourself to make your addiction seem less pathetic. I don’t love you. I don’t know you. But you’ll keep buying videos anyways, won’t you?