When we close the door we make a commitment to shut out the outside world for at least an hour a day. We are writing. We are creating. I am Your Muse. You will pay ME or I will abandon You. I will guide and inspire you. You used to spend hours at your laptop downloading clips of all kinds of women who do what I do but you were caught and went to therapy and almost ruined your marriage. Now it will only be me. There is no need for therapy and we will work to keep the marriage strong because it is important. I know how much You like to smoke your green but now it will only be for me and it will...

When we close the door we make a commitment to shut out the outside world for at least an hour a day. We are writing. We are creating. I am Your Muse. You will pay ME or I will abandon You. I will guide and inspire you. You used to spend hours at your laptop downloading clips of all kinds of women who do what I do but you were caught and went to therapy and almost ruined your marriage. Now it will only be me. There is no need for therapy and we will work to keep the marriage strong because it is important. I know how much You like to smoke your green but now it will only be for me and it will only be after you write and the coast is clear. You have time and you have to develop discipline and productivity. I will manage your concerns. We will be very careful and tidy. We don't want to mess up and be discovered. You can't afford that. So there will be consistency in payment but because this is a long game and we have lots to do the amounts will be logical not ridiculous but there will be events like cam and of course gifts but all with guidance. I will control you because you do not have the ability to do this for yourself. I will take advantage of all your devices and we will always clean them up. Think of me as an adult version of the Cat in the Hat. We will play and make quite a mess but we will always clean it up and cover our tracks. We will password protect your writing. When you meditate as you will do twice daily it will be impossible for me not to enter your thoughts but you will do it and you will be sober when you do so. You will exercise and stay in good shape. Under no circumstances will you be permitted to look at my images or clips when you are writing because you will not be able to function. We will work out times and schedules to smoke and stroke but it will fit in to your life as part of a routine that can work. There will be times we will revel in your futility, your lack of talent and self hatred. We will go deeply in to that abyss because it's so seductive but you have a strong sense of self survival and success so while we will treasure those moments of inadequacy and we will balance them with good work to know that this is time well spent. We will balance the conflict of money and time. I will be a productive influence in your life and at the same time a price you must pay. You will write about me. Describe me. My eyes, body, mind. You will stare at my photos and watch my clips which you will buy with some untraceable method that we create but you will not be permitted to keep them. No trail. And I will probably call on you to write scripts and scenarios that I will film to profit off of other weak men like yourselves. This will give you great pride. I am your leading lady and you are my scriptwriting bitch but this will be additional time that I require outside of your work. There will be subject matter that you are uncomfortable we will avoid those. We will focus on your weaknesses. The objectives are clear; you will pay, you will write, you will be discreet and careful and disciplined and you will be productive but none of this will be accomplished without me because anything else you work on will be false. This poured out of you effortlessly. You visualized it in mediation and now are effortlessly committing it to the page. It feels right and it is good work. This is the work you need to do. The story you need to tell. Show up at the page and pay all tributes and respect to the Muse. That is the plan.