You’re not worthy of women. You’re lucky enough to sit in isolation and feel free to grab your cock and jerk it to women online. You know that you’ll never be able to even fuck these woman, let alone touch them. Every woman that you’ve ever jerked off to would find your repulsive, but that doesn’t stop you from beating your meat to them. You can’t even get an ounce of female attention so you pay just to get it. It’s such a pathetic way to live, but you have nothing else. Fucking your hand if your way of life and the only sex that you’ll get. A life of being an unworthy loser.