You still are not brave enogh to try a dick in your ass. But you want it so badly. I want you to get a dildo and . Would be good if you had a massage oil or lubricant. That will ease the process. Now make yourself confortable, ihale, you feel that you are getting brave enought to try a dildo in your ass. Inhale more . Now prepare and slide the head of the dick in your asshole. How does it feel? Be nice and gentle ant take your time. You can use one of yor hands to stroke your cock and other one to fuck in your asshole. You will get an orgasm you have never ever felt before.