You seem to not have your heart in this. You are struggling, You really want to be ruined but putting the actual effort into it seems to be to much for you to bear. Thats fine Ill just have to go harder on you. Up the amount you pay me weekly. Now you have no choice but to follow my guidance. This is an exchange of power and I will be the one holding it all my little wallet. Lets see how you handle the new weekly tune of $150.