Another week deeper down the hole. But its not enough even when you use those markup codes you want to give more. I know the perfect way to do so and to help your fantasy really set into reality. Sell everything. Thats right sell your couch, coffee table hell even your gaming system you wont be needing any of those things anymore. You want ruin you should live in ruin. Your life should consist of nothing but working, napping, sending and stroking for me. Keep falling down that hole. Embrace it.