What I am about to tell you may entirely change your perception of what it is to be a sexually submissive person.
I am going to help you to unlearn everything you have been taught by society. You will unravel your true desire, your true nature.
What you want is not depraved, it is right. To bow down and serve is natural and good. You are allowing yourself to unravel centuries worth of conditioning in this very moment. It is in your DNA. Your genealogy. It is an undeniable ancestral memory that cannot be shaken off.