You get so hard when Goddess tells you what to do, when she tells you to ruin your orgasm or deny yourself. You are weak and pathetic and thinking isn't meant for you, You have to follow instructions or it doesn't feel as good. You can disobey me, but it feels dirty. You feel like you've made a huge mistake. When I tell you to ruin, you ruin. You do what I say, because following instructions makes you so hard. You are not allowed to make decisions.

Goddess can make you do anything she wants to you and you know it.