You are so disgusting and such a loser that you should never be happy. You should always suffer. You think you should be rewarded for your birthday, but you should have to suffer. You didn't choose the day you were born, you didn't decide to be born and there's no big deal to living another year.You will NOT be celebrating your birthday with others this year, what you will be doing is spending the day alone absolutely making yourself feel terrible. This will not be a rewarding experience unless you are a glutton for punishment!