There are people that have admitted to being addicted to porn or sex and people see that as more normal than what YOU are addicted to. You can't stop jerking off to humiliation videos. Porn is one thing, but you are absolutely addicted to women telling you how much they hate you and how weak you are. A normal person runs away from insecurities and hateful words. You PAY women to talk to you this way. It's all because you're addicted to it!