You really enjoy being treated like a POS. I bet it started when you were younger and now look what it does to you! It gets your dick so hard! You embrace that humiliation and now that's all that can get you hard. You need to be put in your place, you're nothing, you're a loser, and you have a tiny dick. Every time you humiliate yourself you need more and more. You never say no to a humiliating task. You get so excited with them! Only stupid people follow without questioning, but I can't expect much from you!