The worse thing that anyone can do for someone like you is to tell you that things will get better, that things will look up, that it's darkest before the dawn, yadda yadda, blah blah. For someone like you is to tell you that you suck and your life sucks and you can't do anything about it. People need to look at you and tell you like it is, not that things will get better. Just learn to cope with it, accept it. Everyone sees you as the weak little fucker and you know that's the truth. There's no hope for you. You need to be told some truths and learn to accept it.