You don't deserve to be happy, face it, you're meant to live a life of unrest and discontent. You should have to wallow in your own self pity, you like doing it anyway. Strip away everything that makes you happy, lose interest in it. Give up on it. Let go. The only thing allowed to make you happy anymore is GODDESS JESSIBELLE. If it's not me then you shouldn't enjoy it!

All of those things that once made you happy do not matter anymore. Get over it, it is better this way. You let me do my job and show you what to do and in turn that makes you happy, a happiness that I will allow. <... Show more