There's a reason why you do what you do to yourself. Why you look in the mirror everyday and see a loser standing there staring back. There's also a reason why everyone looks at you and sees a pathetic POS that has no will to live. It's because you hate yourself! You suffer from self loathing and rightfully so. You're just a natural born loser and nothing can fix that! It's okay that you hate yourself, I hate you too.