Life is so much easier when you admit to yourself that you are a loser and that no one wants to be friends with you. The only person you can turn to is your domme. You base your life on the happiness of others. You look at everyone else and gauge how you life compares to them. I could feel bad about my life if I looked at Bill Gates' life, I could look at other people and see them when they are happy and doing well and I could feel bad - but I don't because I am not a loser.

You are always alone, seeing movies by yourself, eating by yourself, just a life spent alone because no one ... Show more