I think you have been very naughty. As much as you jerk off it means only one thing - that you have been naughty and you need to be denied. You buy these videos and your Goddess tells you not to jerk off and cum but you do it anyway. Your Goddess wants obedience from you, so you will be denied.

You should get a lump of coal for Christmas, but instead I am denying you this orgasm that you think you deserve. Why do you think you deserve an orgasm? I am not going to let you. You can jerk off as much as you like, but you will NOT cum! Naughty boys do not get orgasms.