Some part of you has been drawn to findom. GOOD. This is the only place you can be of any use to women! So it's the right place for you to be, and the right direction for your life to take. But you need to be trained. You wouldn't want to be a disappointment here too, would you? No. So first, there needs to be acceptance. You need to accept that you're a pathetic little loser with nothing but money to offer. There's no point in moving forward until you get that through your head!