I've put you through so much here. I've planted seeds in your little loser brain and made them grow. Now you get aroused by Me and the idea of pleasing Me. It's no longer about how I look, it's about how I make you feel and how I affect you. That means that your programming has been successful! And it also means that you're fucked for life. Your head, your dick, your finances... all fucked for life. There's no escape.