The ideal life for a loser like you can be summed up so easily: goon, send, repeat. That's it! That's all you have to do to be the best finsub you can be. Just over and over, goon, send, repeat. You can handle that right? I mean, it's basically what you do now... aside from maybe the "repeat" part. If you just stroke a little and then send once, and finish... that's not good enough. REPEAT is the key here. This is a cycle you should be going through again and again...