You can feel the transfer of power as you give Me more and more. Spoiling Me all month long has given you a new sense of self. Each morning you wake up, excited to sacrifice for Me. It doesn't matter if I let you cum or not. Making Me happy is all you need. I'm sure you hope for that release, it's in your nature to want it. But you can feel that hope slip away as you love for Me grows. you finally are starting to understand your feelings for Me and that I come first.