It seems that you've slipped up. you thought that outside of all this you had a chance to be a real man. you really did try too, huh? I would love to see that. you must've looked like a total fucking idiot trying to be a real man! Look how well that worked! you're just right back where you started jerking like a weak beta bitch. you are a weak beta bitch! Go on and say it as you jerk away. you will never be more than this. How many times will you be born again until you finally understand?