There's always been this little part of you that tries to fight this. you cling to this hope of being a real man and having a normal life. It's pathetic. It's time for you to go full beta. Accept yourself fully and submit to Me completely. Stroke your cock as you go full beta. Giving up that little bit of hope that has been pushing you away from where you are meant to be. you're meant to be right here. Jerking and worshiping. Submit yourself.