Staying home and stroking alone all day every day of course has negative impacts on you emotionally. Not like it matters, but how would you ever be able to form an intimate bond with someone else if all you care about is your own gratification?

Even now you're blind to your issues. All you care about is how hot I am and how good it feels to pump. At this point, your issues are too deeply rooted, there's no way to fix them. There's no come back. All you can do is stroke and worship your life away.