Spending the vast majority of your life in denial has left you destroyed. The urge for a woman's touch and affection has put you in this state of constant temptation. Everything turns you on. you're a horny jerking mess and there's no end in site. This tiny bikini makes you want to blow immediately. But, you'll hold back and listen to My words as they hit you hard and you stroke on My command. your life is ruined and there is nothing you can do but jerk and obey.