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Look inward and reflect on all the small decisions that have led you to this. It wasn't always this intense, maybe you just wanted to jerk your cock to something different. That didn't happen, this stuck with you. Why? Because you hate yourself and yet you're so obsessed with yourself at the same time. It makes for a delightful combination. your triggers are easy to dig out and I don't hesitate to hold back. you are a fucking loser, you love to hate jerk to yourself. At least you found a way in your mind to make something so sad, so hot. A way in your stupid loser brain to turn your self hatred into such erotic fap content! I have to say, I love your creativity.