You are a virgin. There is no way around that, you are more and more pathetic with each passing day. Sometimes you let that "what if" fantasy slip through your mind. Allowing yourself the brief idea that MAYBE just maybe your virginity isn't going to be life long. This is not the virgin state of mind I encourage you to have. What better time to work on your virgin mental health than the month of love? Repeating your mantras for Me as you deny yourself an orgasm is just the beginning of your training. "I am a virgin." "I will always be a virgin." "I am thankful to Goddess Lindsey for showing... Show more