You need training.. its so obvious. Up until now, you’ve allowed your own gratification get in the way of truly submitting. You've fooled yourself into thinking you’re satisfied with role-play.. all the while, deep down, you’re completely un-satiated by your own selfishness. Playing the slave part, without any intention to limit your own indulgent demands for pleasure. That stops now, with a quick and sharp shock to the system. You’re not the main character here, I AM.