What a shame. you are who you are, yes, but what you are is honestly a waste. It's also a set back for you. I can see why you've tried to hide it from the world for so long. Life is just gonna be full of disappointment and toxic energy. Well, that's what happens when you choose to live like that. THIS is the kind of Black man you choose to be? If it's not a dusty thug its a cock loving gay man... what a waste.