you knew the regular in life wouldn't quite do it for you. you'd always feel a sense of emptiness. Unfulfilled. Dissatisfied. I know. I've know O/our first exchange, that you were a special submissive. One who got off on actions not words. you need to feel the drain. you need to see as I take it, spend it, wear it mmm. you're a finsub for the unfriendly Black Hottie and you wear that title with pride. Giving to Me, sending to Me, your actions will always get you off faster than words.