Once an addict, always an addict. There's no way around that. you keep thinking that you'll be able to shake Me and the strong urges I give to you. How does it feel to relapse-fantasy over and over again? you wouldn't continue to disappoint yourself if you'd just accept who you are. Stop trying to change yourself. All you can think about is Me, stroking to Me, holding that dick of yours nice and snug in your hand and stroking to your Black Hottie. you'll never be able to shake that. you're a jerkaholic freak boy FOREVER!