I know how chastity, remaining chaste brings on such unbelievable anticipation. A life, your new life with no orgasms. The frustration and constant arousal, the buildup and knowing there is no relief, no release. Also knowing this is what would please Me. THIS is what gives Me control! Constant hyperarousal as your balls swell. They begin to ache! Yes there IS such a thing as blue balls! It is difficult for you and I know you cannot do this without Goddesses help and guidance. Especially if you are not in a chastity device. It IS so amusing to Me to know that you are suffering by remaining ... Show more