It is apparent that you crave humiliation and degradation! After all, what else is there for a deviant like you who engages in such behavior?? It is embarrassing, isnt it? This obsession of yours that you have to wear panties and feminine things. The craving that you have and the arousal that you feel when you dress in a garter belt, stockings and high heels. It all feels so, so good! THIS is why you will never be a real man. On the other hand, you will never be a real Woman. The truth is you are a sissy to be humiliated and degraded. I know exactly what you are and it is NOT a real man!